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Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 7:36 AM
I waited, for my phone to ring. I waited for an sms. An sms or a call that would state "B! I da pat bwh rumah u :) ". But I guess I could kiss that goodbye. I tried to keep this smile going on but until I knew that we're not going to meet, that smile turned upside down. But I have to keep going positive. It's just a holiday. A 4 days 3 night holidays. I can still meet him after I come back. As much as I want to meet him, I have to understand. I don't know what I have to understand but I'll just do it. This heart of mine is missing him, and I hope it goes the same for him too. Life's unfair huh. But this is life. I have to accept it. Where I went wrong? I guess it's not important anymore. Things will get haywire if they're destined to be haywire. I have to tell myself to be patience. Patience is the virtue. Love comes to those who are patience. But..patience and limitations. Do they co-exist together? Do patience have limitations? Sometimes I'm confused. When I am patience, no one notice it. But when I got out of control, they asked me " where's your patience?". It sucks. Here's the catch. EVERYTHING has limitations. Age does, living things does and life do have limitations. Limitations are the reason why people die because they've reach the limitations of living. Limitations are the reason why batteries get worn out because they also have reach their limitations. Limitations are the reason why I get out of control...because my patience have reach it's limitations. And I thought that I will be the one you share your doubts and sorrow with? It's alright. I guess sometimes you just don't feel like sharing to anybody. Again, I understand. I understand why at times you just don't feel like texting me. I understand..BUT, I can't understand EVERTHING. I'm just a human being. But I've been trying to keep my cool and please do forgive me if in the future, I get angry and lose my temper. I couldn't help it. For now, I'll just keep my cool till it reaches its limitations. This does not imply to you, but it also goes to everybody else. I have my limitations. The only thing I have that does not include limitation is LOVE. The love for my parents, the love for my siblings and the love for you. If I die, I'll bring that love along with me. When I die, my soul leaves my body but my sould never leave the LOVE. My soul will bring along the LOVE. That's all for now. |