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I'm training myself, from The Art Of Saying No. :)


Saying NO to clubbing
At times, I do get the feeling of wanting to club especially when I listened to songs that really make me move. haha! I see many people around me, going in and out. As in not practically see them lah. I saw it in their pictures. See also what. haha! I heard from people that clubbing's great. The place is dark, you can only see lazer lights everywhere. The dj will play songs on a blast mode. You drink, drank and get drunk. Some say clubbing is a dirty place, because you'll see alot of grinding here and there. I saw one, on a picture. I went ^@%@&^!!!! Maybe because I am not use to this kind of thing. I think it will look NOTHING for some people out there. tsk! I heard so many things about clubbing. I even google and youtube clubbing because I am curious to know what people actually do inside there besides dancing. Sometimes, what I see in the pictures might not be exactly what's happening inside the club itself. Hmmmm...should I go for clubbing and check it out myself? hahahaha!!! The feeling is there, the fire is there. But it's just that, I don't want to go yet. As much as I really want to take a look or should I say, get the feeling of being in a crowd, I still think that it's not worth at all, even if it falls on ladies night. I'll go clubbing only if the place is STRICTLY for dancing, no grinding and no drinks. Or even better, STRICTLY FOR LADIES ONLY. Wah shiok! If that really happen, I will go clubbing. ahaha! What makes me say NO to club? 1) I want to respect myself. I don't want to have any random guys or gays to touch and grind my precious body. This body of mine is MINE. I don't want to be a cheap girl. 2) I have someone whom I love. I want to respect him and I want him to respect me too. I don't want to hurt his feeling just because of clubbing. Siaper suker matair sndiri pegi clubbing? chet! Tak sikit tak bnyk, mesti ader perasaan tak suke jgak. I know that. hahaha! 3) I think that it's a dirty place. 4) I know I'll get drifted away if I club. 5) WASTE OF MONEY!! 6) I can substitute that money spent on club for my clothes or food. 7) I have a parents who loves me, who cares for me. It's not fair for them for me to behave like a devil after 18 years of their lives taking good care of me. I want to respect their feelings. No parents will allow their child to go clubbing. No parents will want to see their kids in a druck state.


No doubt, I do have a feeling of going clubbing but till this very moment of mine, I'll just stick to The Art Of Saying No. So...say NO!!!!


Saying NO to liquor.
HAHAHA! It made me laugh while I typed "Saying NO to liquor" because I myself drank a liquor before. I drank it on 2 occasions. The first time I drank was after I celebrated my 18th birthday. I got myself breezer. haha! Breezer's nothing. I don't even feel tipsy at all. The 2nd time was during the chalet. I drank breezer, wine and a lil bit of beer which tasted so bitter! No, I wasn't drunk. I know when to say stop and enough. After the whole occassion, I felt so remorseful. I felt that I failed to protect myself. I felt so dissapointed with my own act. I falied to say NO to harmful drinks. :( I also failed to respect myself, I failed to respect my parents and I failed to respect him. :( That is why, I am learning The Art Of Saying No to liquor. :) Now that I've tried, it's time for me to stop. One of the reason why I drank was because, I am curious. I am a type of person who is very curious at everything. I just wanted to taste how liquor was and how was the feeling of getting tipsy. BOWDOW KAN! hahahaha.. Second reason was, influence from friends. See, influence from friends is very powerful okay. I admitted that I could not help myself but to go with the flow. But right now, enough is enough. I'm turning 19 and that means, CHANGE. :) I don't want to get wild as I grow older. I want to get matured, mentally. Because god gives me a working brain. haha!


So yeah, say no to liquor!


Yes, I am imperfect. I still make mistakes. I do lie to my parents, I do go against the curfew, I do spend my money of stupid stuffs, I do cursed, I rarely pray. Yes, so many things for me to improve on. BUT atleast, I minimize the number of mistakes. I cut down the list. As I grow older, I should cut down on the number of sins/mistakes. Yes, that is how things should be..for me.


There are still many The Art Of Saying No besides clubbing and liquor. But for now, I'll start with just 2. No clubbing, No liquor. :)

I'm training myself, from The Art Of Saying No. :)


Saying NO to clubbing
At times, I do get the feeling of wanting to club especially when I listened to songs that really make me move. haha! I see many people around me, going in and out. As in not practically see them lah. I saw it in their pictures. See also what. haha! I heard from people that clubbing's great. The place is dark, you can only see lazer lights everywhere. The dj will play songs on a blast mode. You drink, drank and get drunk. Some say clubbing is a dirty place, because you'll see alot of grinding here and there. I saw one, on a picture. I went ^@%@&^!!!! Maybe because I am not use to this kind of thing. I think it will look NOTHING for some people out there. tsk! I heard so many things about clubbing. I even google and youtube clubbing because I am curious to know what people actually do inside there besides dancing. Sometimes, what I see in the pictures might not be exactly what's happening inside the club itself. Hmmmm...should I go for clubbing and check it out myself? hahahaha!!! The feeling is there, the fire is there. But it's just that, I don't want to go yet. As much as I really want to take a look or should I say, get the feeling of being in a crowd, I still think that it's not worth at all, even if it falls on ladies night. I'll go clubbing only if the place is STRICTLY for dancing, no grinding and no drinks. Or even better, STRICTLY FOR LADIES ONLY. Wah shiok! If that really happen, I will go clubbing. ahaha! What makes me say NO to club? 1) I want to respect myself. I don't want to have any random guys or gays to touch and grind my precious body. This body of mine is MINE. I don't want to be a cheap girl. 2) I have someone whom I love. I want to respect him and I want him to respect me too. I don't want to hurt his feeling just because of clubbing. Siaper suker matair sndiri pegi clubbing? chet! Tak sikit tak bnyk, mesti ader perasaan tak suke jgak. I know that. hahaha! 3) I think that it's a dirty place. 4) I know I'll get drifted away if I club. 5) WASTE OF MONEY!! 6) I can substitute that money spent on club for my clothes or food. 7) I have a parents who loves me, who cares for me. It's not fair for them for me to behave like a devil after 18 years of their lives taking good care of me. I want to respect their feelings. No parents will allow their child to go clubbing. No parents will want to see their kids in a druck state.


No doubt, I do have a feeling of going clubbing but till this very moment of mine, I'll just stick to The Art Of Saying No. So...say NO!!!!


Saying NO to liquor.
HAHAHA! It made me laugh while I typed "Saying NO to liquor" because I myself drank a liquor before. I drank it on 2 occasions. The first time I drank was after I celebrated my 18th birthday. I got myself breezer. haha! Breezer's nothing. I don't even feel tipsy at all. The 2nd time was during the chalet. I drank breezer, wine and a lil bit of beer which tasted so bitter! No, I wasn't drunk. I know when to say stop and enough. After the whole occassion, I felt so remorseful. I felt that I failed to protect myself. I felt so dissapointed with my own act. I falied to say NO to harmful drinks. :( I also failed to respect myself, I failed to respect my parents and I failed to respect him. :( That is why, I am learning The Art Of Saying No to liquor. :) Now that I've tried, it's time for me to stop. One of the reason why I drank was because, I am curious. I am a type of person who is very curious at everything. I just wanted to taste how liquor was and how was the feeling of getting tipsy. BOWDOW KAN! hahahaha.. Second reason was, influence from friends. See, influence from friends is very powerful okay. I admitted that I could not help myself but to go with the flow. But right now, enough is enough. I'm turning 19 and that means, CHANGE. :) I don't want to get wild as I grow older. I want to get matured, mentally. Because god gives me a working brain. haha!


So yeah, say no to liquor!


Yes, I am imperfect. I still make mistakes. I do lie to my parents, I do go against the curfew, I do spend my money of stupid stuffs, I do cursed, I rarely pray. Yes, so many things for me to improve on. BUT atleast, I minimize the number of mistakes. I cut down the list. As I grow older, I should cut down on the number of sins/mistakes. Yes, that is how things should be..for me.


There are still many The Art Of Saying No besides clubbing and liquor. But for now, I'll start with just 2. No clubbing, No liquor. :)

xoxo, Syahirah.

I'm just a person who loves her life.

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